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My Body Is A Christmas Tree

by Ishani

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My body is a Christmas tree The lights are slowly blinding me They burn in rows against my skin They make the lives drip off of me My body is a Christmas tree They'll take me down on Boxing Day When the presents go for free And the carollers have gone away I wanna go home My body is a Christmas tree There's a world out there I'll never see A world beyond this holiday A world of options that I'll never be My body is a Christmas tree I'm not looking for your charity Just a little bit of sympathy And a little bit of clarity And I think about time I think about ice I think of what I'd have done better If I'd only thought twice My body is a Christmas tree But nobody is listening So I'm condemned to battle scars And waning mediocrity My body is a Christmas tree I'm working on my symmetry I'm standing for my ticket home I'm losing my agility
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This wintertime I'm sleeping in I've had enough I've heard the french hens and the calling birds They wake me up I think you're precious and I know that you are mine Even if the world is going to end this wintertime Are you ready? I've started to debate I've got the shakes, I've got the shakes I'm never one to bend or break But I'm waiting, waiting for the world to end We'll all join hands and stand in circles And pretend we are friends We'll all join hands and stand in circles Waiting for the world to end I can't take advice From anyone who thinks I'm gonna die All these passing eyes, these speeding cars Will tell you I'm alive I can't take advice From anyone who thinks I'm gonna die Because the solstice told them so I'm celebrating everything I've ever known In case I find myself gone, in case I find myself gone
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Grab yourself by the hand And pretend it was planned 'Cause you really don't know how to dance Put your feet on the floor Don't admit you're a bore to that girl Or you'll just lose your chance Put yourself on the line Or send me a sign And I'll make out it wasn't your fault But if you follow me then I'll make a big scene And I'll teach you the Christmas Waltz
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O Holy Night 03:01
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NYE 04:38
The scissors are sleeping this fine New Year's Eve The mirrors are weeping because I've not looked in so long But they shine with the light of the armory They're watching me practise my belated carvery The windows are cracking, they let me breathe easy I settle my debts with a bottle of whiskey Mixed in with champagne, a head start on my bravery I write with my tongue and I sign with my name And I know it's alright, that's what everyone tells me I think it's just fine that the walls are my friends And I'm making my aims, and I'm making my wishes I hope I see you at the end of next year It's cold and it's lively and outside it's bleak And I'd just find a corner and sleep for a week But I can't for I must show my face at the party And have my relatives tell me the things that I ought to know A distant cousin's become a machine Another one works in a formal latrine But they're one and the same and their stories go over My head as I try not to feel too much older A decade has passed and it feels like a minute I can't think of the last time that I felt myself Feel at home or at sea on a boat in the wintertime A friend makes me drinks and I shrink away from the wine The chimes start to ring and the people to count down The couples all kiss even though their affection's Long lost by the standards of everything they hold dear I turn to you and I wish you a happy new year
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Silent Night 03:01
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I heard the children saying grace again Prayers for their gifts, their homes their families My mother asked me for my lightning bolt To light the house with my electricity I watched the sun come down at four I licked the crumbs off my fingers again I cleaned the leaves from the floor I saw the cars pile into the drive again I carried palmfuls of winter between my hands And waited for you to ask For my hopes to turn into ash I wore my overcoat And prayed that it would last For nothing goes quite as fast As the ghost of your Christmas past I turned the invite from church down again I saw the snowfall coming round again I take the freedom and the liberty To count every snowflake that I see And then the ground is clear and white I can't remember how I got here All my footprints out of sight Hidden by the blanket I held so dear

about

i got back to england around 25/11/12 - shortly after this, i was challenged to make/record a christmas album in twenty days or under by the beloved jake evans. needless to say, i won (albeit with an eight-track tape recorder and no actual microphones, which should probably be considered cheating).
apologies for poor quality, it's mostly down to lack of time and facilities (and skill).

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released December 12, 2012

vocals/instruments/recording/production/cover art/photography - ishani
bonus art - otmom, the og otter mom

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